FUUUUUUCK, let me clear my throat…actually, saying Fuck is a great way to clear your Throat Chakra. This turquoise chakra is located at the center of your throat and controls your ability to be confident, speak clearly and the hardest listen to others’ truths, with no judgement. Looking back, I’ve gone back and forth between being balanced, overactive and blocked…that’s me a fucking walking contradiction. ‘Tis a real thing for Empaths, as we absorb the energy around us when we are not in balance. A balanced Empath knows how to control the energy, put out rather than let in…it’s pretty fucking cool how powerful we all are once we understand that we are energetic beings. Writing this blog is one way I keep a balanced throat chakra, as all forms of communication flow through this chakra.
As always, I’m going to keep it real…I have absolutely had an overactive throat chakra throughout different times in my life. How do you know if this chakra is overactive, AK? Well, let me tell you…opinionated, loud, critical, gossipy, talks over others, uses harsh words…sound familiar to you? It certainly pertains to me. Ugh, hard to accept that I absolutely acted in these ways…kind of makes me cringe. Yet, I can’t get mad at myself, there were so many things I didn’t know and programming is a motherfucker. So, I have accepted that part of me and work everyday to be better, balanced, always coming from a place of pure love. Feminines have been programmed to behave this way, this shit is everywhere…the belief that we must compete against each other, put each other down to build ourselves up is disgusting and it is up to us to stop it.
Not only have I acted out in these ways, but being the child of a narcissist, harsh words, judgments and criticism are all things I experienced (and still do) on the daily. One of the hardest boundaries I’ve had to set is not talking to my mother. Every time I talk to her I am put down, dismissed and made to feel inadequate. It fucking sucks, y’all…to be so aware of what’s happening (she’s projecting her own insecurities and fears onto me) and accept that that’s just the way it’s going to be. This is my truth…I will never have the mother I so desperately wanted. How do I transmute this pain from a place of pure love? I am grateful that she taught me how not to be a mother. As a mother, I am the exact opposite and am at peace knowing this. Listen, I love my mother, I love everyone, but that doesn’t mean I have to put up with verbal and emotional abuse, I choose to set boundaries that protect my energy, as fucking hard as it can be.
Then there’s the flip side, the blocked Throat Chakra. Yup, been there, too…this one more recently because for me, I have always blocked my truth from others. When you know at a young age that you are different, that you scare people and know things that others don’t understand, you tend to become a people-pleaser to just make everyone happy. This happens to more children than you think, as all children are psychic and more aware of the non-physical. It is a common trait among children and adults of Narcissist abuse. I’ll write a more in depth blog about that soon. So, when one has a blocked throat chakra, they are unable to express themselves, misunderstood, secretive and not very good a listening. Listening is a fucking BIG one for me. I read people at a soul level, when they talk I don’t always listen to their words because I am feeling and receiving information about them on an energetic level, through my psychic abilities. It’s a tough one, folks and one I work on daily. I’ve also come to the awareness that most people never really listen to each other. Most seem to listen just to reply, in fact they have a reply before you even finish what the fuck you were saying. Again, I’m guilty of this, but awareness of the problem is the way to better yourself. I believe it is hard for humans, because of programming, to listen to ourselves, as well…our true selves, our higher selves, our souls. The truth can be fucking brutal and we have been conditioned to blame and play victim instead of taking responsibility, be accountable for our own shit.
When the 5th chakra is overactive/blocked, you may physically feel: a sore, scratchy throat, stiff neck, swollen glands, tooth/gum problems and hearing problems. Ears and throat are most definitely connected. Also, this chakra is usually blocked because of experiences (such as my own) from childhood moments/experiences. I’ve done a shit ton of childhood regressions, through Tarot and meditation, that have helped me heal from those experiences and in turn, heal my Throat Chakra. Keeping it real, it was fucking brutal work. I’m telling you all, total truth, getting to place of self love is the hardest fucking thing to do…but, the reward of living a free, fulfilled life…no better gift you can give yourself. Another thing about this chakra is what you think and say is your Karma and I have definitely paid some major Karmic debt for the shitty, judgmental, gossipy bullshit I put out there. Whether this lifetime, or another, your Karma will have to be repaid.
Clearly, my Throat chakra is flowing today, but I will end here. Recently, my channeling has taken a shift and I am being guided to act as a Divine Feminine Oracle, to inspire, empower and guide all feminines to heal and love themselves…the journey is tough, but so are you, beautiful souls. Please do not hesitate to reach out in any way…you are never alone and loved more than you know.
Peace Love and Light
Divine Warrior Goddess
P.S. I have so much to share about the Chakra system, that after I go through each one, there will be a few more tied to yoga, crystals, etc. I will also be posting memes and infographics on our FB page (Oh My Goddess), so like/follow etc.