I have to tell you guys, each time I do one of these chakra blogs, I realize just how out of balance I used to be.  The yellow Solar Plexus chakra, located just above your belly button is all about your will and your power.  A balanced Solar Plexus is all about confidence, inspired, creative action and owning your personal power.  For me, and just about every feminine I know, power and confidence are a struggle.  A healthy Solar Plexus is all about courage and confidence, about doing the things you are afraid to do and living your life with integrity…I have to say I don’t see a lot of that going on these days.

I’ve said it before and I will continue to say it until change happens, feminines have been disempowered since the beginning of time.  Selfish Mitch and I were having this conversation today, as we are firm supporters of Feminine Empowerment.  Don’t get me wrong, masculine’s have their own confidence issues and balancing to do and I am all about Human Empowerment, but I’m going to focus on the feminine’s today.  I can honestly say I can recall few times that this chakra was in balance and it’s a fucking shame, because when feminines are in the power, full of confidence, inspiration  and creativity we are LIT AF!!  It’s where my focus as been, as of late, as I step out of my cocoon and follow my guidance on co-creating the life I dream of.

Procrastination, control freak, second guessing, feeling worthless are all shit I have dealt with for the majority of my life and signs of a blocked Solar Plexus chakra.  The only consistent time I can think of my Solar Plexus really in balance, is when I was teaching.  Man, when I was in my classroom with my kids I was on fucking fire.  Until, the last year of my career, when the reality of the education system and my role in indoctrinating children became crystal clear…but the education system and all our fucked up systems are a blog for another day.   I used to be a total control freak, my mother is, almost all of my girlfriends, it’s a fucking problem for feminines because we really feel powerless internally, we grab on to controlling everything we can externally.  I’m in a place of deep knowing that most things are out of our control.  Everything and I mean EVERY FUCKING THING is Divinely orchestrated, there are no random events, no coincidences in life.  I know it’s hard to accept when we’ve been conditioned to believe that we can control everything, but I’m here to tell you…you can’t.  What can you control?  YOU, that ‘s it, YOU.  Your thoughts, your emotions and your actions…so simple…yet, humans makes it so fucking complicated…programming has fucked us all up.

Alright, being transparent, I have to own the fact that I have always been a procrastinator…always.  Well, not about things I was passionate about, just all the other shit lol…aren’t most of us?  Procrastination is a manifestation of feeling insecure, like your thoughts and feelings don’t really matter, second guessing your thoughts and emotions before acting, so you just don’t act.  You start playing the “What If” game, I hate that fucking game.  When something feels right, but looks wrong it’s right.  We are programmed to a seeing is believing perspective, which is total fucking lie (Thanks Patriarchy) and a blog I’m planning to go deeper into soon.  Typically, something will feel right, an idea for a project, or a life change in some way and it will feel inspiring and absolutely the right thing to do…then, you think What If…I fail, I end up broke, I lose a relationship with someone, on and on and on with motherfucking Ego.  The fears and insecurities creep in and you stop.  This blog, both YouTube channels and starting my own Tarot/Healing business were HUGE fucking risks, it was terrifying, but I did it. Then, I froze…people who know me are going to think I’m bat shit crazy and they did.  Most don’t talk to me anymore, I’m broke and I feel fucking amazing, POWERFUL and free.  When literally everything about your life is released, either by you, or the Universe, you realize what’s important and who you’re people are.  You gain clarity on who you are and why you’re here, but it doesn’t happen overnight.  Instant gratification is some other BS I’m planning a blog on.  This human experience is a journey, a process and sometimes painstakingly so…look at how nature works, through it’s cycles, going with the ebb & flow of those cycles.  Such is the human experience.  A few weeks ago it hit me that I was doing it…the same fucking shit, over the leap of faith I took.  These leaps we take aren’t easy and fear can quickly take over, if you aren’t aware of yourself.  Thanks to sweet baby Jesus, I figured it out, called myself out, had a good cry and snapped myself back out of it. Bogs being posted regularly, 2 videos up on 1 YouTube channel & 1 to come for this channel soon.  I’m hoping Selfish Mitch will agree to do a reading for you all, so you can see how I use Tarot and my gifts/abilities to help guide you on your journey of self transformation, the journey to self love.

So, what about an overactive Solar Plexus?  When it’s overactive you’ll see power hungry, domineering, critical, perfectionist behaviors.  I’m certain at least one name came to mind.  In the interest at feminine empowerment, this is interesting to me.  I feel feminines tend to exhibit these qualities a lot these days to overcompensate for the disempowerment we have experienced for fucking ever, literally since the beginning of time (remember the story of Lilith & Adam?).  Although I haven’t gotten into politics much yet, I will…spiritual anarchy will be shared here, at some point…I think of Hillary Clinton and how she didn’t win the election (she was never going to btw…the universe has it’s plans).  To me, it was clear that she was not the right feminine, she wasn’t feminine at all…I saw none of the amazing qualities that make feminines, feminine.  Grace, nurturing, compassion, kindness…the softness that is what it means to be feminine…the softness that has been taught is a weakness.

The feminine that is needed is balanced, not just in the Solar Plexus, but within all aspects of herself.  She is soft, yet strong.  Intuitive, yet logical.  Loving, yet firm in her boundaries.  This is the feminine that I intend to embody everyday and hope to inspire, guide and empower you to do the same, even the masculine’s who read this…we need you to balance your feminine energy, guys.  My beautiful divine sisters, these huge shifts are happening to us all…the rise of the matriarchy, the balance of masculine & feminine energy is happening whether we like it, or not.  It is Divinely guided as humanity is dire need of this change.  As within, so without…it starts with us healing ourselves, knowing ourselves at a soul level, loving ourselves unconditionally.  When we do this, it spreads to everyone around.  A balanced divine feminine is energy so powerful many don’t know what to do with it…it’s also very rare, so let’s fix this shit together.

Peace, love and light

AK

Divine Warrior Goddess

P.S.  Solar Chakra affirmations 

PPS  If you are interested in a private reading, please hit me up here or at ohmmygoddess@gmail.com.

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